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Sunday, April 10, 2011

Hi guys. We were in the woods all day today, did you know that? We were stuck in there. Mr. Suit took us for a little ride. Wheee.

Hey, you know what's kind of funny? Even though I'm really scared of the dark I've always liked these really dark bands. Isn't that weird? I've been singing a lot today. Daniel told me to plug my ears and close my eyes and sing, so I did. I was singing for a really long time before he came back and told me I could stop.

But I didn't stop because if I stopped I would hear him and if I can't hear him he can't find me, right? That's how it works. If I don't see him and I can't hear him he isn't there. And if he isn't there I'm safe and Daniel's safe and my brother is safe and mommy and daddy are safe and we're all safe.

I haven't stopped singing yet. I don't sound so good anymore, but I don't wanna stop. I'm scared to stop.

No, I'm not scared, I'm fine. Everything's fine now, right? Everything's fine, we're back home and he's not here and I'm still singing so everything's fine.

I don't remember where this blood came from.

Daniel's got a lot of it on him.

He's washing it off now.






Not scared, not scared.

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it's daniel

we're...not okay right now

i don't want to talk about it but




i don't know if we'll survive tomorrow.

3 comments:

  1. Yopu will. or else we'll kill youl.

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  2. frigging hell...

    oh boy... um... okay, listen. Alora, if you want to sing, you do that. but PLEASE believe me when i say that covering your eyes won't protect you. what WILL protect you is remembering who your friends are, as corny as that sounds. whatever else you do, stay with Daniel, and DO NOT forget who he is.

    Daniel, for your part, you need to find a defensible position. i recommend a smallish room with two exits that are both within sight, if that's available. keep your backs to the wall and keep your eyes on the exits at all times. if you need sleep, take it in turns, but MAKE SURE YOU SET AN ELECTRONIC ALARM, DO NOT RELY ON EACH OTHER TO WAKE YOURSELVES UP.

    i'm so sorry the harder jobs fall to you, Daniel, but someone has to do it, and Alora is... she'll be alright. she's not alright just now, but she will be. she just needs time to recover, i promise.

    be careful. please.

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  3. she needs more than time to recover. she needs...i don't know what, but she's scaring me. she hasn't stopped crying since the woods, even though she's smiling, and just a few seconds ago she started singing a song about stabbing someone and "eyes over easy" (is that a legitimate song, or has she snapped completely?) she's really scaring me.

    it doesn't matter where we go, hakurei. --'ll find us. it doesn't matter and i don't what to do. i don't know what to do...

    what have i done...?

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