Friday, April 8, 2011

The Dreams in Which I'm Dying...

...Are the best I've ever had.

It's sad, but I actually kind of like that song.

I know what he's trying to do.

He's everywhere.

He's in every picture I've seen, he's in every reflection in every mirror, even though when I turn around he's not there.

Daniel can hear him whispering. No matter what he thinks about, what he listens to, he is there. He's always there.

This is today's trial.

I should be scared, but between the near-death experience I had on Wednesday and the Marble Hornets style cough I got yesterday that STILL hasn't gone away, I just...

I don't feel anything.

I was scared this morning, but as time has gone on, I've just been feeling...empty. Empty, so empty...

Drained and...

What's happening to me?

Why am I like this?

Is this what Daniel felt like after seeing him in the woods?

I don't want to see him anymore.

I just want things to be normal again.

I just want it to be normal...


  1. If it was normal, you wouldn't have us! Or Daniel! Wouldn't that suck a bit?

  2. Yeah...yeah that would suck.

    I just smiled a little. Thank you, Frap. :)

  3. It's never that easy. We wish it were. Until some kind of answers show up, it's not likely.

    Just try to hang in there. It's all we can do at this point.