she didn't leave me alone last night. sat down in the closet and said she wasn't going away until i talked to her. fell asleep there. i had to carry her to her bed.
stupid alora. stupid, persistent, stubborn alora. god bless you, you don't know when to quit, do you?
it doesn't matter that you took the pictures away. i still have the memories. taunting me. running through my head and reminding me that i can never be that happy again. pointing out the gaping hole where they used to be. my family...friends...alice...
she would've liked you. you're both so stubborn. never took "no" for an answer.
i miss her. i miss her so much.
alora, i know you want to help, but i don't want your help right now. i don't want to talk. you shouldn't have to worry about me. you still have your family. you're leaving soon. spend time with them. they're what's important. not me.
to everyone else...thank you for your concern, but...
i don't want to talk about it right now.