tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40482405343788250672024-02-08T08:51:54.061-05:00The Scarecrow ExperimentPromise Me You'll Never Feel AfraidUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger140125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-78785156965360849342011-12-20T01:26:00.000-05:002011-12-20T01:26:04.937-05:00how long has it been?<br />
<br />
I'm sorry.<br />
<br />
I was running...had some things to deal with.<br />
<br />
it just hit me.<br />
<br />
it's almost been a year.<br />
<br />
shit.<br />
<br />
tomorrow...yeah, tomorrow it would have been one year since the first post.<br />
<br />
I supposed this is as good a time as any to finish her story, huh?<br />
<br />
this is the rushed version. I'm still on the run so there's not a lot of time for detail. sorry.<br />
<br />
Chimere found me. but she didn't kill me. I think Alora had a stronger influence than either of us suspected. He got pissed when Chimere didn't finish the job. but still didn't come after me himself. instead he sent Lucien.<br />
<br />
and...<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
I had to kill him.<br />
<br />
I...I didn't want to, but...<br />
<br />
well, Lucien is dead now.<br />
<br />
He was there. I still had the knife in my hand. I just snapped. charged.<br />
<br />
then I woke up in the woods.<br />
<br />
I don't know what happened. I don't know why He didn't kill me. some part of me thinks I amused Him, so He decided to let me live for a little while longer.<br />
<br />
and He had a message for me. by way of my brother.<br />
<br />
alive.<br />
<br />
first time we see each other since we're little kids and he's under His control. just my luck.<br />
<br />
the message was simple: neither Alora nor Chimere were of any real use to Him any more. Alora was alive (I double checked) and Chimere was gone. just gone. the seed uprooted by its planter, I suppose.<br />
<br />
Alice wasn't any use either and is, quote, "irrelevant in the larger scheme so long as you stay away". She's still alive (again, I checked), but I can never...<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
anyway.<br />
<br />
but it turns out that I'm still important for some reason. guess I pissed Him off one too many times. so now I'm running.<br />
<br />
running far too much for this.<br />
<br />
I wish I could stay...keep an eye on all of you...I really...<br />
<br />
...but I can't.<br />
<br />
I'm running and I'm never looking back.<br />
<br />
maybe I'll live to old age and die normally. maybe I'll die tomorrow. I don't know.<br />
<br />
I just wanted to let you all know that nothing's going to happen to her. I changed the password and such for the blog, so she won't get back on here and find all of this. She's safe. I'll make sure it stays that way.<br />
<br />
I truly appreciate everyone who helped us out over the past year. and the friends we lost.<br />
<br />
this is good-bye. if anything turns up, I'll be in touch, but I don't think you'll be seeing me again.<br />
<br />
maybe one day this will all be over. if that ever happens, drinks are on me.<br />
<br />
thank you all.<br />
<br />
-dUnknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-16489934006214906892011-11-10T19:21:00.000-05:002011-11-10T19:21:31.457-05:00respite, mark iistill running. still alive.<br />
<br />
i wasn't sure what to do when Chimere took over. i left that comment when i saw what she had done to the blog, but...Chimere didn't take kindly to that.<br />
<br />
i never told you, did i? what happened when Alora forgot.<br />
<br />
He got to her. did something to her. when she came back, it was Chimere again. she told me that Alora wasn't safe while i was around. she attacked me. she threatened to hurt herself--hurt Alora--if i didn't leave. so i left. she must have snapped out of it once she knew that i was gone for good.<br />
<br />
i had no intention of re-entering Alora's life. just watching from a distance, keeping her safe. making sure Chimere didn't come back. i'd failed.<br />
<br />
He was focused less on me after i left that comment. probably thought that Chimere would finish me off. He was right. she tried to find me. i'm pretty good at hiding. but...damn she was pissed.<br />
<br />
that's where...<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
i have to go.<br />
<br />
-dUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-61414299910640607082011-11-05T22:02:00.000-04:002011-11-05T22:02:35.860-04:00respitestill running. stopped for a breather. don't know how long i can write, but i'll tell You as much as i can.<br />
<br />
Alora did the stupid thing, actually went to see Lucien. i only know because i was watching Lucien. i thought he would try something. i had no idea...<br />
<br />
i was too far away to hear what they were saying. all i know is that one second she was fine, then...he touched her head. once. she collapsed. i nearly ran out to help her, but she got back up after a second.<br />
<br />
but it wasn't her. Chimere was back.<br />
<br />
she's the one who left that post. she was an imposter. acted like Alora, spoke like her, fooled everyone.<br />
<br />
i knew, but i couldn't do anything to stop her.<br />
<br />
surprised Chimere didn't delete the blog and walk away from everything, but...i don't know.<br />
<br />
<br />
i have to go.<br />
<br />
-dUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-15924009563224232442011-10-31T20:31:00.000-04:002011-10-31T20:31:14.480-04:00the tally has changed.<br />
<br />
Lucien is dead.<br />
<br />
Chimere is dead.<br />
<br />
Alice is alive.<br />
<br />
He is still on the board.<br />
<br />
Alora has left the game.<br />
<br />
Alora...Alora has left the game.<br />
<br />
Alora is safe.<br />
<br />
i'm okay.<br />
<br />
i think i'm okay...<br />
<br />
updates to follow. running now.<br />
<br />
-dUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-76451338901415366442011-10-06T14:05:00.000-04:002011-10-06T14:05:14.464-04:00Sorry, I never updated and said how things went with Lucien. Fucker wasn't any help. Just mocked me a bit. You know, the usual.<br />
<br />
I'm probably going home this weekend.<br />
<br />
Things have been quiet.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-40464897280196086272011-10-01T15:54:00.000-04:002011-10-01T15:54:15.228-04:00I Can't Believe I'm Doing ThisLucien:<br />
<br />
I know you're watching this blog. I really need to talk to you about something. Yes, we're enemies, but please, I just need to ask you a few questions.<br />
<br />
Please.<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-24264986315210380192011-09-27T16:49:00.000-04:002011-09-27T16:49:48.506-04:00Haven't Found Out MuchI mean, my circle of friends isn't that big, but they're very perceptive friends. And they DID say I was acting a little weird. They just thought it was because of the "stalker". And by "weird" they meant, "jumpy", "secretive", "distracted", and "kinda bitchy, no offense, love" (direct quotes). So, just...off.<br />
<br />
None of my teachers have said anything on the matter.<br />
<br />
There is one person I haven't asked, but...<br />
<br />
...I can't believe I'm even considering this, but I don't have much of a choice. I have to talk to Lucien.<br />
<br />
Shit, this is gonna be fun.<br />
<br />
I'd get in contact with Alice, too, but I'm worried she'll just hang up on me.<br />
<br />
And I did see the last post. I just...I don't know.<br />
<br />
Daniel, if you're reading this, please, talk to me. Please. Leave a comment or something, let me know you're okay. If you don't want me to come looking for you I won't, I promise, just...let me know you're alive.<br />
<br />
Ryuu, if you're trying to tell me something, I don't understand...I want to help, though, I really do. Just tell me what you need.<br />
<br />
Stay safe, you guys.<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-32509794237633590812011-09-25T12:13:00.000-04:002011-09-25T12:13:55.619-04:00schismschism of hearts schism of minds schism x3<br />
<br />
alice alora and HER<br />
<br />
HE is watching, always there, HE has moved on to me now<br />
<br />
fine with that <br />
<br />
means HE is away from you<br />
<br />
please don't come looking<br />
<br />
begging you<br />
<br />
can handle this<br />
<br />
already the anonymous HE doesn't have much left to take<br />
<br />
joining the faceless now<br />
<br />
be careful SHE is ruthless<br />
<br />
and HE won't be afraid to move on to you if results here are undesirable<br />
<br />
love you both<br />
<br />
-dUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-49096361813207226532011-09-24T20:46:00.000-04:002011-09-24T20:46:35.773-04:00ResultsI can't find Daniel. There's someone else living in my old room. Apparently, I haven't missed any classes, assignments, or anything like that. So I was just living my life without remembering any of it.<br />
<br />
I told the girl who's living in my old room that I was looking for the person who used to live there and if she knew what happened to her. She said that she'd heard the girl was having problems being stalked by some guy and that she requested a room change because of it.<br />
<br />
I figured it might be a good idea to search the room, so I made up some bullshit story about leaving something in the room. She said she hadn't found anything, but she let me in anyway.<br />
<br />
I only found one thing. Something scratched the molding along the floor, under the bed.<br />
<br />
"it wasn't you. please don't try to find me you'll just bring her back. don't worry, i haven't left you, but please, don't try to find me. -d"<br />
<br />
Something else was weird. There were these...marks on the closet door. I don't remember them being there. Like someone had smacked it repeatedly with something.<br />
<br />
I think Daniel's alive. That's the good news. But...<br />
<br />
If what I'm thinking is true...<br />
<br />
...I have to find out what happened.<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-51643925084098078162011-09-24T00:12:00.000-04:002011-09-24T00:12:21.123-04:00Where the Fuck Am IThis isn't my room.<br />
<br />
I mean, all my stuff is here, it's all set up, but this isn't my room.<br />
<br />
Daniel's gone, I don't know where Daniel is.<br />
<br />
I...I don't think I posted anything, but...<br />
<br />
No, no I didn't, unless I can't see it.<br />
<br />
Okay, I'm...I'm still on-campus, it's night time, but Daniel's gone and I'm in a different room.<br />
<br />
I can leave the room, it's not looped.<br />
<br />
I don't...I don't remember anything.<br />
<br />
The last thing I remember was...it was the day after my last blog post, I went out, I was gonna go to the library, and while I was in there...<br />
<br />
...I was in the library and then...<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
I don't remember, I don't know what happened.<br />
<br />
Slender had been following me for a week, did he do this...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
No no no no no.<br />
<br />
Where's Daniel...I have to find Daniel...<br />
<br />
Daniel please tell me you're reading this, please come back...<br />
<br />
Two weeks, how did I lose <i>two weeks...</i><br />
<br />
Uhm...okay, I'm gonna...gonna calm down, gonna see what's happened to everyone else...then...I'll find Daniel tomorrow.<br />
<br />
I'll find Daniel tomorrow.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
What's happening to me?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-64877468596439092052011-09-17T11:04:00.001-04:002011-09-17T11:04:16.360-04:00I Never SaidBecause I'm doing it again, the thing that got me here in the first place. Out of sight, out of mind, don't think about it and it will go away. Yeah right.<br />
<br />
But since the last post, he's been following me.<br />
<br />
He's everywhere.<br />
<br />
I can't turn around without him being there. He's outside my window right now.<br />
<br />
I'm scared to leave my dorm room.<br />
<br />
He hasn't tried to hurt me, but...<br />
<br />
...I don't know.<br />
<br />
I really don't.<br />
<br />
I don't know why he's doing this and I don't know what to do.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-52900162063960306402011-09-13T23:40:00.000-04:002011-09-13T23:40:35.231-04:00Oh ShitShit shit shit shit my hands are shaking I can barely type this...<br />
<br />
He's back. Slender man he's back. He was...he was in the room three seconds ago...no not three seconds, it's been three <i>hours</i> how has it been three <i>hours?</i><br />
<br />
I was...I was just sitting at my desk doing homework and Daniel was reading or something I don't know, but then I heard this buzzing on my headphones and it got really bad...I took them off and looked up and he was just <i>there</i>. He was there, right in the room, and suddenly there was this screaming, like radio static and someone being murdered, I couldn't move, his arms, his arms, there were so many, branches of a tree, and I was screaming but it wasn't me and then it was over.<br />
<br />
It was over and it was 11:35.<br />
<br />
We lost three hours, how did we lose three <i>hours</i>...<br />
<br />
I don't know what to do...he just showed up, neither one of us is hurt, but we're both really really shaken<br />
<br />
I have class tomorrow and how can I just go to class like nothing happened he was <i>in my room</i>...<br />
<br />
<br />
What does he want?<br />
<br />
What do we do?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-32661182510316860262011-09-10T20:37:00.000-04:002011-09-10T20:37:51.938-04:00he knows somethinglucien found me.<br />
<br />
how i have no idea, we're not even in the same <i>building</i> as last year, but he found me while alora was out and somehow broke into the building.<br />
<br />
the first thing to come out of his mouth was, "nice face, worm boy. what happened to the mask?"<br />
<br />
"yeah, i missed you too."<br />
<br />
i tried to follow up this (ill-advised) one-liner with a punch to the face. instead i missed and he punched me in the face. and apparently he hasn't pissed off slender enough to lose his enhanced strength, because that <i>hurt</i>. next thing i know i'm on my back with him kneeling beside me and grinning. "you hit like a girl. or like your brother, actually. his left hook is shit."<br />
<br />
"what?"<br />
<br />
"yeah, is there anything you want me to tell him? because there was something he wanted me to tell you."<br />
<br />
i was afraid to ask. i couldn't even decide if he was lying to me or not. "he says he remembers you. and he is not the only one. the master has not forgotten you yet, worm. or alora. and you might want to check in on your girlfriend if you still care about her."<br />
<br />
and then he left.<br />
<br />
i tried calling alice, but she hung up when she realized it was me.<br />
<br />
she's still alive, though.<br />
<br />
and alora is fine (though more than a little annoyed that the creeper knows where we live).<br />
<br />
i don't know...<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
i just wish i knew what happened to him.<br />
<br />
but i can't seek him out, that would be crazy. i've done enough crazy shit lately and i do not need more scars.<br />
<br />
but still...<br />
<br />
-daniel<br />
<br />
<br />
Daniel if you try anything I will kill you before Slender/Lucien/Potentially your brother can.<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-20011370599452838032011-09-07T17:04:00.000-04:002011-09-07T17:04:24.555-04:00BackI'm back at college.<br />
<br />
Daniel is with me, but Alice left. Not long before we did, in fact. Just up and left. She might have said goodbye to Daniel, but she didn't to me. We're not talking about it.<br />
<br />
D keeps telling me it's not my fault, but that isn't making me feel any better about it.<br />
<br />
He should've just gone with her...<br />
<br />
Anyway, guess who else is back?<br />
<br />
Lucien, AKA Minecraft Creeper. He's in one of my classes. I guess he really is a student, not just a proxy sent to mess with me. He didn't talk to me. In fact, he acted like I wasn't there. I am totally fine with that.<br />
<br />
No sign of Slender. I think. There were a lot of false alarms though. The stupid freaking trees are too humanoid.<br />
<br />
Why am I even doing this? Seriously, why?<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-4029480050975977652011-08-31T18:02:00.000-04:002011-08-31T18:02:53.514-04:00RiftAlice: So, you're going with her, then?<br />
<br />
Daniel: No, I'm going to just completely abandon and let her wander off to college on her own. Of course I'm going with her!<br />
<br />
Alice: You have got to be kidding me...<br />
<br />
Daniel: Why? What's the problem?<br />
<br />
Alice: You can't just keep this up, Daniel...<br />
<br />
Daniel: Why not? You expect me to just leave the girl who saved my life?!<br />
<br />
Alice: Look, I know that you owe her a lot and...she kept you safe, I get that, she helped you, I'm grateful for that. But...<br />
<br />
Daniel: ...Alice please don't tell me you're jealous.<br />
<br />
Alice: ...<br />
<br />
Daniel: Oh, for <i>fuck's</i> sake!<br />
<br />
Alice: Well, excuse me for being worried about <i>us</i> when you're ready to ditch me and run off with this girl...<br />
<br />
Daniel: Did I ever say anything about leaving you? Ever?!<br />
<br />
Alice: Look! I busted my ass, spent every damn day worrying about you while you were gone! And now you're finally back, and you just want to leave again.<br />
<br />
Daniel: I never said I was leaving you! I just...Alice, please, don't do this.<br />
<br />
Alice: Don't do what?!<br />
<br />
Daniel: Make me chose.<br />
<br />
Alice: Because it's going to be her, right?<br />
<br />
Daniel: ...i don't know.<br />
<br />
Alice: What?<br />
<br />
Daniel: <i>I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!</i><br />
<br />
[Pause]<br />
<br />
Daniel: Alice, I'm sorry...I love you, I do, I love you more than anything. Please believe that, but...I'm all she has right now. Her family doesn't know, none of her friends know, if I leave her...if I leave her, God only knows what will happen to her...I can't leave her, but I don't want to lose you. I...I missed you...you have no idea...I just...<br />
<br />
[Pause]<br />
<br />
Daniel: Baby, please, say something.<br />
<br />
Alice: ...I don't want to talk about this anymore.<br />
<br />
Daniel: Alice...<br />
<br />
Alice: Please, Daniel, just...don't.<br />
<br />
[Conversation ends]<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I don't know why I'm posting this.<br />
<br />
What have I done?<br />
<br />
~Alora Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-68733238053003586892011-08-25T20:47:00.000-04:002011-08-25T20:47:22.762-04:00Haven't Slept in ForeverNot because of the anxiety disorder. I'm too busy worrying to sleep.<br />
<br />
First off, I've only just convinced my parents to let me go back to college. They were actually considering keeping me home after all the weirdness that happened this summer. I couldn't let them do that. I have to stay away from them as often as possible. For their own safety.<br />
<br />
Second, Daniel seems to be losing his mind, as he keeps thinking he sees his long-lost kid brother hiding behind trees in the backyard.<br />
<br />
Third...<br />
<br />
Well...I'm worried about him and Alice.<br />
<br />
I'll be honest, they have been tense and awkward around each other ever since she got back. I mean, I know that Daniel's glad to see her, and I know she's glad she found him, but everything's different now. It's hard to go back to your normal stable relationship when one of you got your face cut up and discovered he had super-special mind powers.<br />
<br />
And then there's me.<br />
<br />
I know that Daniel doesn't want to leave me or anything, and...I think I'm driving a wedge between them.<br />
<br />
I don't want to separate them or anything, but...<br />
<br />
...Ugh.<br />
<br />
I can't.<br />
<br />
I just want this to end...<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-37332826874301542122011-08-18T15:50:00.000-04:002011-08-18T15:50:39.307-04:00it can't be himit can't be.<br />
<br />
we don't even know if he's alive, i don't even know what he looks like. it could be anyone.<br />
<br />
it...it couldn't be him.<br />
<br />
or it's a hallucination. slender man's trying to get to me.<br />
<br />
because that can't be my brother out there.<br />
<br />
it just can't...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-12583701284034211882011-08-15T15:17:00.000-04:002011-08-15T15:17:15.530-04:00Cause For Worry? Probably, Yeah.Hey, it's Alice.<br />
<br />
So, I think we might have a problem.<br />
<br />
Apparently (and I just found this out myself, so I don't know all the details) there's a guy across the street who was a runner, but is now a hallowed. Alora had heard from him a while back, but I guess she hasn't seen him since. Well, not until today anyway. I don't know if he came home or if his parents found him, but about half an hour ago, he was just on the lawn, having some kind of a screaming fit. I could hear it through the windows <i>and</i> the closet door, that's how loud he was screaming. Alora and her parents went outside to see what was going on, so me and Daniel got to watch through the window. At first he was just screaming gibberish, but when he saw Alora...well, that's when things got interesting.<br />
<br />
I remember he shouted, "The hidden one! The hidden one!" and pointed at her. "He seeks to reclaim the seed! The hidden one!" Then he lunged at her. "Scratch it out, scratch it out, get rid of the infection, get rid of it!"<br />
<br />
Fortunately, Hallowed Guy's dad is the approximate size and build of freaking Hagrid, so he was able to keep the kid from hurting her. But he kept shouting about "the hidden one" and "reclaiming the seed" and then he was just shouting gibberish again. His parents dragged him back into the house not long after that.<br />
<br />
We haven't really talked about it, but I know we're all thinking it. He was talking about Chimere. It's the "reclaiming the seed" bit that has me worried.<br />
<br />
"Reclaiming". Like "taking back something that was yours".<br />
<br />
I don't think we know a thing about Chimere. We could have a ticking time bomb on our hands here.<br />
<br />
Lovely.<br />
<br />
AliceUnknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-68431077891905632942011-08-10T00:04:00.000-04:002011-08-10T00:04:22.651-04:00Family MattersI don't know how Alice does what she does, but I'm surprised <i>she's</i> not a cop along with Daniel. Or a consulting detective or SOMEthing. <br />
<br />
Back in July, <a href=http://thescarecrowexperiment.blogspot.com/2011/07/sometimes-you-have-to-face-facts.html>Daniel theorized that Slender might have been the one who took his brother</a>. He never really let that idea go. I guess Alice got sick of hearing him Wild Mass Guess and decided to get some proof. She somehow managed to get her hands on some old family photos of Daniel and his long lost brother, Lucas. <br />
<br />
And...well..<br />
<br />
The first few pictures were okay, but...okay, Slender was in some.<br />
<br />
And by "some" I mean "a lot".<br />
<br />
Daniel was right. Slender was around when he was little. And he <i>always</i> seemed to be standing nearest Lucas.<br />
<br />
He didn't handle it well. In fact, me and Alice are on rotating watch to make sure he doesn't do something stupid.<br />
<br />
The semi-good-but-not-really news is that I <i>think</i> Lucas might be alive. I say <i>think</i> because I obviously can't be positive. But think about it. His body was never found. Slender's never been shy about showing his handiwork before. If Lucas were dead, I think <i>everyone</i> would know.<br />
<br />
And if he's alive he can be helped. People have been helped in the past.<br />
<br />
But why would Slender take him?<br />
<br />
There has to be a a reason...<br />
<br />
Stay safe.<br />
<br />
~Alora<br />
<br />
P.S. I need a new TV show to watch. There are only so many times I can watch Doctor Who to help me stay awake. And I am NOT watching series six. I saw one picture of the Silence. One. I'm surprised I was able to sleep afterwards...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-28417531304579576902011-08-04T19:03:00.000-04:002011-08-04T19:03:16.862-04:00I haven't even begun to reach the point of weariness...it's only been one night without sleep...but Slender must be messing with me 'cause I feel like I'm tripping. Seriously, the hallway should not be this tilty.<br />
<br />
Ugh.<br />
<br />
Parents are worried about me. I think I overheard mom asking if I should even go back to college. She doesn't get it. I have to go back. I have to get away from them. I don't know how I know this, but he wants me, not them.<br />
<br />
I'm scared but at the same time I'm not scared. You know what I mean? I know I'm scared but I don't feel it.<br />
<br />
Ugh, this makes no freaking sense.<br />
<br />
Alice and Daniel have been acting weird around each other lately. Not in a good way. I mean, for a while I thought they might...re-connect, you know? But now they don't speak, they don't even LOOK at each other. I feel like one of them said something that pissed the other off but I can't confirm it 'cause I haven't been able to talk to them lately. My parents are all up in my business.<br />
<br />
I love them to death, and it's great that they care, but for once in their lives they need to back off.<br />
<br />
I need sleep. But I can't sleep. I'm worried about what might happen. What I might do.<br />
<br />
See you guys.<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-31546238970696843702011-08-03T01:22:00.000-04:002011-08-03T01:22:26.399-04:00bastard...you <i>bastard</i>...<br />
<br />
you've only been back three seconds and already...hell. fucking hell.<br />
<br />
he was in the room. i heard alora screaming and when i opened the closet door, he was there, standing over her, and she was screaming. it looked like she was still asleep but he was <i>hurting</i> her. i wanted to help her, i really did, but her parents came in the room and i had to hide back in the closet, and all i could do was watch.<br />
<br />
i could only watch...<br />
<br />
that smug bastard, he knew, he <i>knew</i> how badly i wanted to help her. he was hurting both of us. two birds with one stone.<br />
<br />
he left a few minutes ago. alora's with her parents. as far as i can tell, she doesn't remember any of it. they probably just think it was a night terror. better that way. as soon as i can, i'll talk to her.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
he's really back now.<br />
<br />
fuck.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-17724537376819910902011-07-28T20:00:00.000-04:002011-07-28T20:00:42.285-04:00Had a Bit of a Scare TodaySo...as if my week hasn't been shitty enough, my (former) therapist tried to call today and talk to me. That wasn't the bad part was. The bad part was...<br />
<br />
Well, I didn't remember 99% of the conversation.<br />
<br />
Daniel (he was in the closet eavesdropping (creeper (kidding))) said that I started screaming at her and swearing and said that if she didn't leave me alone I'd regret it. Then I hung up. That's when my memory kicks back in. I probably looked pretty stupid staring at the phone like a moron.<br />
<br />
But...if Chimere is just popping up over something as innocuous as a phone call, even if it's from someone I don't like..<br />
<br />
...Is she getting stronger? Am I just stressed? Is this a one-off thing, or...<br />
<br />
...I don't know. I don't know.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm scared.<br />
<br />
~AloraUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-58238477500567232822011-07-25T21:06:00.000-04:002011-07-25T21:06:10.655-04:00chimere is gone nowshe didn't go away until an hour ago.<br />
<br />
all day, no alora, just that...that thing inside her.<br />
<br />
i guess you could argue i owe her, because she's the only reason alora's alive. we never found her. she came home by herself. actually, chimere got her home, but you know what i mean.<br />
<br />
but...<br />
<br />
there...are more bodies in the woods...<br />
<br />
alora, poor alora, she's in hysterics. she finally calmed down and fell asleep ten minutes ago.<br />
<br />
i don't know what happened out there, but whatever it was, it wasn't pretty.<br />
<br />
and if chimere was scary before, she's even worse now. the look on her face...like she'd kill anything and anyone that got in her way. even me. even alora's <i>parents</i>. i could see the way she was looking at them, like she was sizing them up.<br />
<br />
i don't know.<br />
<br />
i'm not leaving her again, i can tell you that.<br />
<br />
never again.<br />
<br />
-danielUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-45758397698190474472011-07-24T21:28:00.002-04:002011-07-24T21:28:23.255-04:00She's okay.<br />
<br />
But I'm seriously sick of this shit.<br />
<br />
Keep this up, and you'll be hearing from me a lot more.<br />
<br />
Have fun cleaning up the mess, Slender, you asshole.<br />
<br />
Cheers,<br />
ChimereUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4048240534378825067.post-13729107201071799562011-07-23T19:01:00.000-04:002011-07-23T19:01:32.175-04:00i never should've left the house.<br />
<br />
we...we just wanted to get some fresh air. alora said she would be fine. told me and alice to get out...act like a normal couple for a change...<br />
<br />
we were only gone an hour, but when we got back...<br />
<br />
we've been looking for her for the past two days, but there's no sign of her.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
she can't be dead. she can't. she...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
i never should've left her alone.<br />
<br />
i'm so sorry alora...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1